???

Overall, things are going well. There's the occasional feeling of loss, like something's hollow. Can't explain why really. It may have something to do with me losing focus on everything. I even stop caring sometimes. Is that a good thing?

Whatever.

It could just be the unusual high amounts of Kyle Landry/Yiruma I've been listening to. I actually like it. Used to be that I thought they played nice piano music. But now, I'm just....disgusted with myself. I blame my roommate.

=P

Stoked

So another break passes. Time to go back. Once again, there's so much I want to do.

But I worry. Can I do this? Am I too unrealistic?

Suck it up.

Here goes. Here's to making new commitments, and quitting the ones that don't matter.

An End

Finally

These three weeks have been chaotic as ever. It's all a blur now that it's over. Only thing I remember is this video of harold and kumar of all things. It gave me hope =D haha.

Looking back I am sorta disappointed in myself. I'm too easily distracted as always and I'm never exactly realistic. Going to sleep at 2 and expecting myself to wake up early on a weekend. My old roommate had the remarkable ability to go to sleep at 11pm no matter how much work he finished. Seeing as it's already 1am, I am far from mastering that ability.

It feels unbelievably better now. "A late night, a cup of coffee, music playing, no work at all..."

So before my mind wanders off

zZ